...a tale on merdeka eve...

najwa came up to me wit a bonus question

mega sale sampai bila hah?

n i carelessly reply (i was getting meself comfy 4 eos 5 briefing),

1st week of sept

wait...dat's tis wikN!

mega sale is almost over n i haven't bought anything yet for myself

dalilah, seriously????

dan tanduk dan ekor serta serampang 3 mata najwa pon kuarla menunjukkan diri

calling forth da shopaholic n jln2holic inside of me

plans were made n we agree to go to midval rite after class.

got meself a new lipgloss

everyone add-on the innerwear collection

yg klakarnyer mase nk byr,

g la kat tis 2 guy cashier

then he said "adik, byr kat cashier sane la"

(sambil menunjuk kat cashier yg satu lg, pempuan)

we were like huh????malu ker?

remind me of tis questionnaire yg i did in frenster

...wat type of cashier do you pick when u buy underwear?...

n i respond wit

...la, ape kaitan underwear n cashier?byr je la...

even akak cashier tu pon pelik

hik hik hik

pusing2 kat midval, sedar2 seme kedai dh tutup

since tis is hopefully da last time

kitaorg celebrate merdeka kat tanah air tercinta nih

kitaorg pon igt nk g tgk firework

i love firework!!!!!

pk2, pilihla putrajaya sbb x ramai org sgt n mostly family so cam best skit

we headed to the dataran in front of the mosque

igtkn kat situ la firework nyer

parkingla kat presint 2 pastu jln all da way across da bridge

skali dh sampai sane tgk2 firework psg kat presint 2

adeihhhh...silap bajet tol

so tgk dr jauh jer.neva mind la, i had a gr8 time!!!

penat n still excited from da firework

kitaorg jln blk ke presint 2

smpai kat tgh tuh ade tis ferry boat lalu kat bwh bridge tuh

pu3 pon gatal2 mulut dare me to wave at the people on da boat

aiii, jgn cabar dalilah, nnt i buat betul kan

n true enuf, i pon wave la

n guess wat?

those people on da boat wave blk at us

kan pu3 dh kena blanje ct

kui kui kui

time kasih pu3 bawak g tgk firework

n blanje roti telur n air durian belanda special

kat mamak dekat ngn umah zek

hihihi

SELAMAT HARI KEBANGSAAN KE 49!!!

MERDEKA!!!MERDEKA!!!MERDEKA!!!

my super packed weekend

saturday, 26th august 2006

as early as 7 o'clock i'm already up

gr8 achievement!!

dalilah bgn super awal on wikN!!

my hsemate pon pelik-->pehal ko bgn awal, ct?

nk g main futsal!!! came my enthusiastic reply

da game was organized by msoc imu under ppim

so semua yg main tuh bdak2 medic melayu la kan *winks*

since i'm a total kaki bangku,

i offered myself to be subs je la

so sementara tunggu game tuh start kitaorg warm-up n prektis la skit2

smbil2 mengusha heheh...

fyi, exercise release endorphins (ur feel good chemical)

which is good coz it makes me hepiii

but not good coz it overcloud my senses n judgement *sigh*

dat endorphins plus da excitement tgk guys reramai main sport

- aaaahhhhhhh swoon~

adeih, dalilah ape nk jadi nih?

nway, punye la tunggu turn nk main last2 bile nk msk court dh kul 1130

i got another thing to do at 1200.

so, x sempat la nk main

hek eleh, mcm la main pon heheh

blk umah, mandi2, siap2, g umah shak buat kenduri doa selamat.

umah dia super best x igt, atas bukit lg

siap ade kolam wit a very kinda beachy condong coconut tree n 2 ekor burung merak n sum other birdies i dun even know da species

very2 peaceful ambience

mkn2, borak2, snap2 pics..

then, nedd, pu3 n me all da way frm umah shak kat bangi pergi the curve kat damansara

nedd la beriyer, nk bwk kitaorg g wikN bazar kat c2

there's special parking lots there for us, da ladies drivers near da entrance

terjaga la keselamatan kami, x yah nk jln jauh2 g kete

pastu god knows wat might happen *yikes*

smpai kat the all new n canggih manggih cineplex tuh,

x tau nk tgk citer per

last2 tgk nacho libre...

okla, for a comedy-->setkt nk gelak2 kn

ade tis guy duduk seblh nedd gelak dr start muvi smpai abis, x berenti2...kelakar sgt kot pada dia

by da time smpai umah dh mlm

huh, imagine i woke up so early in da morn,

main futsal,

g kenduri,

tgk muvi,

jln2 smpai mlm

no napping watsoeva...

whoa!!!wat stamina tp smpai umah jer...

sunday, 27th august 2006

today wasn't so nice start.

i was waken up by the repeating n annoying doorbell not for me!!!

grrrr!!kaco tido jer

i finally woke up at around 11.

brush my teeth, had my breakfast, take my shower n then siap2 nk g cari tiket bus nk blk coz laili my schoolmate nk kawen...aihhh, dh nk jd bini org dh kembor aku nih we share the same birthday

i had a blueberry cheese cake today...mmmm yum yum yummylicious!!!

dh ptg, mls la plak nk studi so start la kemas2 my stuff

one thing leads to another, last2 my bedroom get a make over *penat*

to top it all, i watch another rerun of my all-time fav muvi, love actually *swoon lagik!*

singleton united

Natasha Bedingfield - Single

To all single people out there, ENJOY!!!haha...it's true dat being single is definetely simply fabulous!!!

Ah yeah that's right

All you single people out there

This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me (Cos I'm happy where I am)

Don't depend on a guy to validate me (No no)

I don't need to be anyone's baby (Is that so hard to understand?)

No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't

I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

This is my current single status

My declaration of independence

There's no way I'm tradin' places

Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single (Right now)

That's how I wanna be

I'm single (Right now)

That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good (I like who I am)

I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would

I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should (Can't romance on demand)

I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place

I know I'll settle down one day

But 'til then I like it this way it's my way

Eh I like it this way

drop dead

in da past 3 weeks i managed to finish season 2 of house m.d, season 5 of smallville, season 1 n 2 of grey's anatomy n season 1 of prison break. talk about cathing up huh? kalah bdak sem 5 yg br abis xam. and all this while attending da bs classes for selective, trying to change my sleeping behaviour, meeting up wit da deadline of behaviour modification report, spring cleaning of da room, doing laundry, updating my wardrobe, defrosting da fridge, playing a good sister and dutiful daughter, picking up new furniture for my new room, catching up wt frens, summer movies in cinema, the long journey home and back to kl, doctor's appointment, shopping for baju raya yada yada yada...i'm exhausted!

...so many questions, so little answers...

how is it possible to be surrounded yet to be so lonely?
why long for things that can't be yours?
how is it possible feeling something amiss when you have it all?
why keeping on hoping when everything seems impossible?
how is it possible to paid for a mistake that wasn't entirely yours?
why do we hurt the most the people we love the most?
how is it possible to miss something knowing it'll never be quenched?
why say things only to take it back, never meaning it?
how is it possible to self inflicted more pain onto already hurting heart?
why make promise meant to be broken?
how is it possible to keep on searching for things not knowing whether it'll be found?
why love risking a broken heart?

~sweet goodbyes~

“Cinta biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagaimanapun hidup hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan ”

~ cinta (Melly ft Kris)

Dat’s wat life is about, leaving and be left behind…it hurt to be the one leaving but it hurt even more to be the one left behind. Eventually the one left behind will learn how to leave too =)

YEAR 2005

Note: This was supposed to be posted way long ago (about 5+ months ago), lots had happened since then but anyway…

Curtain of 2005 fall down, the dawn of 2006 shine on…

2005 in memoirs

January – End of Sem 1 xam (I pass inspite of fooling ‘round during da whole sem 1 and study wik but then again, u dun need much brain to pass sem 1 according to Timothy Song à yeah, rite!)
February – Independent trip to Langkawi in the name of elective…ahaks…
March – Start of da honeymooned Sem 2, new haircut, new hair colour, same old me =)
April – Just another month in a year
May – Reached my adult age, now I’m free to do as I please anywhere in da world…not!
June – Eventful 9701 Semesdian reunion
July – 1st KKB posting (live delivery on air!)
August – Horrifying Sem 3 starts, yikes!
September – 1st year IkhwanIlah anniversary
October – 1st time modelling (muahaha), 1st pair of Levi’s
November – Break up wit Ikhwan, 1st MVA (thank God nothing serious!)
December – Struggling wit my End of Sem 3 xam coming in January. Nice way to end a year, huh?

.D.U.A.D.U.N.I.A.

-Kau selalu di hati-Takku dekati-Dua dunia kita berbeza-Cinta itu buta-Dan juga boleh membutakan-Melukakan dan sukar untuk kita lupakan-Aku cinta padamu hanyalah ungkapan-Luahan yang jarang bermakna bila diucapkan-Ini pula cerita cinta sang pujangga-Bukan arjuna sita bukan cinta dan rangga-Mungkinkah khayalan akal mainan minda-Atau lamaran puitis dengan hasrat yang indah-Kau selalu di hati tidakku dekati-Sentiasa ada mata jahat yang memerhati-Tapi ku tak rungsing tidak mungkin rindu-Ku pusing lihat wajahmu di setiap penjuru-Senyuman di kaca kisahmu kubaca-Perjuangan kita sama dukamu kurasa-Aku pasrah sahaja pada Yang Esa-Kerna ku tahu dua dunia kita berbeza-Kau selalu di hati-Takku dekati-Dua dunia kita berbeza-Duka di kala malam termimpi-mimpi-Rindu di kala siang mencari-cari-Kasih sebenar tidak bertukar tidak sebentar-Walau dipisah lautan direnangi gelora-Dan kadang kala hanyut bagaikan dua arah-Malu sering bersua tapi jarang bersuara-Kenapa bercinta jika kesudahannya pasrah-Kerna bila dilamun indahnya tidak terkata-Tersimpan hasrat tiada siapa yang mengerti-Harapan menggunung sampai penghujung dinanti-Dipegangkan janji tetap ratu di hati-Dengan izin Tuhan kan bersama kapan hari pasti-Sabarlah menanti kesabaran diuji-Berdoa dalam sujud sejadah ditangisi-Aku pasrah sahaja pada Yang Esa-Kerna ku tahu dua dunia kita berbeza-Kau selalu di hati-Takku dekati-Dua dunia kita berbeza-Perjuangan seni kita tidak bepenghujung-Jangan tinggal batu bernama tak bepengunjung-Kesabaran menikam-Kau tak pernah bermurung-Tetap tersenyum walau kesedihan menyelubung-Bukan rupa parasmu yang jadi ukuran-Atau suaramu yang jadi bahan tuturan-Ku bukan mahu hubungan tapi kejujuran-Hadiah sepatah darimu satu kesyukuran-Tapi bila bertentang mata tidak terbentang kata-Kata apa sahaja…iya tapi tentang apa-Wajahmu yang cantik manis lagi-Senyuman sepasti mentari timur tiap pagi-Realiti sukar diatasi tapi kesudah indah-Harus bermula dengan fantasi-Ku rasa terhoyong-hayang antara dua dunia-Biar khayalan ku melayang-Kau selalu di hati-Takku dekati-Dua dunia kita berbeza-

Eventful Sunday

Ari Ahad, 6 Nov 2005 bersamaan 4 Syawal 1426. Woke up tis morn seeing my room spinning round n round, turning upside down. Can’t remember wat time I passed out last nite but dreaded waking up…Bummer, got an important matter to take care today, something dat been put on hold for longer then it should be which kinda relief now that it’s over. So that’s it, the end of the story of me and him *sigh* I’m good (pujuk diri sendiri nih…) Teringat plak wat my bestfren said to me once “kdg2 Allah hilangkn matahari kemudian Dia dtgkn guruh n kilat, puas kita menangis mencari mana matahari kita, rupa2nya Allah nk hadiahkn kita pelangi yg indah” So, I guess now I’m waiting n searching for my rainbow?
Dh selesaikn mslh dunia tuh – muahaha – g la lpk umah kengkwn, konon2nyer nk jln raye la ni. Tgh2 drive cr umah Aisya, nk msk simpang tuh accident plak ngn motor…huhuhu. Tak psl2 beraye kat hospital. Aku sihat walafiat, selamat alhamdulillah tak de pape tp org motor tuh patah bahu skit. Shock? Panic? Huhu tak yah ckp la ketaq kepala lutut lg nih. Nsb baik ader kwn2 tlg, kalu tak, mau rase nk mati kat situ gak, dh la tgh emo huwaaa! Di kesempatan ini (cam ucapan raye plak) ku ingin ucapkn ribuan timer kasih kat Jiera, Aisya, Che Hassan, Spy, Salam n Che Lan di atas pertolongan n support korang. Sori gak spoil korangnyer plan beraye…Lps ni confirm dh tak leh drive =( Anak dara malu habislah aku pas ni, dh tak kuar umah hehe =)
Argh! Wat a tiring n whirlwinding day 2day, got to hit da sack now. 2morow is another day, ain’t it? Got to wake up early 2morow morn, got flight 2 catch…I’m flying back to KL *sigh*

Levi’s + Kek Buah Delima

At last, tercapai gak hasrat aku nk pakai Levi’s…hehe. Now dat I’m single, duit seme untuk diri sendiri, bleyla indulge lebey skit =) My first Levi’s, so proud of it! Tp yg kuchiwanyer, punyala bercita2 nk beli Levi’s yg terbaru, yg Princess Fit tuh…punye la semangat pergila kedai Levi’s kat Midvalley ngn Ida n Pu3 nih…cari punya cari, x jumpa pastu ckpla kat abg yg keje kat kedai Levi’s tuh, “Saye nk yg sebijik cam dlm gambar tuh” (sambil tunjuk iklan jeans yg terbaru kat dinding kedai…). Abg tu pon tunjukla among yg tergantung kat rak tu pastu aku tanyela “Saiz 24 ade tak?” Abg tuh pon mengeluarkan ayat yg amat meyayat hati…dia cakap “Saiz paling kecil 26” huhu…napela diaorg wat saiz 26 plg kecil, sian kat org cute cam aku x leh beli tp x kira aku nk try gak…so tryla tp sah2 la x padan kan? Dh pinggang comey, sluar tuh gabak, x muat…last2 dh try byk2 (yg lainla, dh Princess Fit x de saiz), beli la yg super low rise tight straight (fuyooo! ye ke nih? Lantakla) Nsb baik ader Pu3 tlg pilihkn…timer kasih Pu3…Ida juger kerana sabar menunggu aku try dlm lebey kurang 5-6 helai jeans Levi’s…
Tu cerita kat KL b4 blk kampug, ni dh ade kat rumah n raya beberapa hari lg duk sibuk wat biskut n kek raya. Cam biase umah aku mesti wat kek kukus Sarawak. Thn lepas wat Kek Azura je, thn ni rajin skit wat Kek Azura n Kek Buah Delima. Aku la yg beriyanyer nk buat, mak aku mls sbb Kek Buah Delima tu leceh skit, ade 2 bhgian. Bhgian A kena kukus kek warna hijau n merah pastu potong2 n sumbat dlm buah prune, past buah prune tu susun2 n cover wit adunan bhgian B then kukus lg…Haa, ni yg timbul mslhnyer…adunan bhgian B tu buat double tp aku luper doublekn telur so adunan jd pekat n bile kukus mcm tak berapa msk, adeiii…Nsb baik mak aku kreatif, menjadi gakla kek tuh. Yg Kek Azura plak, mak aku dgn sng atinyer ckp “Kakak kukus la, umi nk tido” Mengukusla aku smpai kul 4 pg sbb kek ni kena kukus layer by layer…ni smbil tunggu kek mskla ni tulis mende alah ni, x pe la nk g tambah selapis lagi…chiao, selamat ari raya, maaf zahir batin…